Gratitude Challenge Day 4: What do I appreciate about myself?

This is a question I don’t want to answer.

As most of you know, I talk a lot about pride, because if there’s one temptation of mine, it’s to be prideful. So to list even one thing that I appreciate about myself (even if true) is to offer a shot of whiskey to an alcoholic.

It’s also why I have such a difficult time working to publish my books. Writing is the easy part, because no one has to see it. To publish means to brag about it.

I know what some of you are thinking. “Why write and desire to publish if it’s something you don’t want to do? And didn’t you just publish a book?”

Because writing and publishing is something God wants me to do. I have to keep reminding myself, I’m not bragging about myself when it comes to publishing. It’s a desire to use that gift of words for others, to bring them joy, and to encourage. What good am I if I keep it all to myself?

Wouldn’t the same God who gave me my gifts also not allow the temptation of pride overcome me? After all, Paul’s said in 1 Corinthians 10:13: No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. (ESV)

I have to trust God that by putting my words out there in the form of a book (or dozen) that he will strengthen me to avoid the piercings of pride (see Ephesians 6:16). Thousands upon thousands of other Christians did (and do) the same, and they remain(ed) quite humble. Who am I to limit God by thinking he won’t do the same for me?

Does all of that answer the question? Sort of? Maybe?