I see people on fire for the Lord. They spread the Good News like flames surging through dry brush during a summer drought.
While I stand on the edge of the field. Watching. Silent.
Envious.
I am not fire. I am stone. Hard and heavy. Immovable.
Yet that is my gift. Because God can use stones to spread the Good News, too.
How, do you ask?
Stones provide strength, a firmer foundation on otherwise shaky ground, such as a beach where sand gives sway to the waves and wind.
Why God chose to make me a rock over a flame, I don’t know. Perhaps I will. Someday. Then again, it’s not a question that deserves an answer. What matters is I remain that rock and depend on God to make me stronger.
All who get fatigued need a place to rest, and be certain that where they rest will be steady. Immovable. And yes, even silent, because sometimes it’s in the silences that we hear God’s voice the clearest.
So while those on fire will find the ones who need to be set aflame themselves, I will watch and wait, not with envy, but with anticipation for those who need a rock to stand on or rest upon. Perhaps, God willing, so they can hear God’s voice in the silence.